Paroxetine trial reanalysis raises questions about institutional responsibility
I wanted to say thank you for publishing this article. I was once on Paxil myself, as a newly 20 year old, for panic disorder without agoraphobia. While taking just 1/4 of the normal starting dose (5mg was my dose), I displayed flat affect and a "zombie" like appearance. This was within several weeks, about two. I then became suicidal.
For something that is supposed to be an ANTI-depressant, I'm amazed at how PRO mental disorder it truly was.
I'm a very happy woman, and was always a happy teenager. This was not normal. The small, sane part of my brain told me I needed to tell someone I was feeling this way, but I didn't want to - they would try to stop me if I did tell someone. I will never forget what that feeling was like, and I truly wonder if I am a PTSD patient now because of it.
In the end, I did try to hurt myself. I was very lucky to have my mother and a very close friend stop me and take me to the doctor. They pulled me off Paxil completely and switched me to another SSRI and a benzodiazepine to ease the withdrawal side effects from the Paxil. I've been on this SSRI ever since, and it has now been about 10 years.
Everytime I see an article like this, my heart breaks. I truly hope that this research saves other adolescents from experiencing what I went through. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
Competing interests: No competing interests